Good morning! its 3:34am here and i just back from hotel. why so late? cause id been doing the practicing after working. well i supposed be home early, i just missed the bus for couple mins and i hate it so much. so i needed to wait for another 1 hour.

Anywaaaayy, today was quite okay. ugh.. i hate my chef like seriously. Yesterday, i just tried to make some of nice garnishes for my pastry items. well.. the garnish that ive been using it is just so simple and ugly. To be honest i dont like it. so i came up with a good idea. so i made some microsponge and meringue. My chef found it when i moved to the container to keep them. and the conversation went like this..
Him: Whats that?
Me: meringue.
Him: For what?
Me: for garnish.
Him: Which dessert?
Me: Choco Fondant. i just gonna put this on the side cause we dont have any fruit as garnish, chef.
Him: No! dont put that, i dont want my food with the stuff like that. it just wasting your time.
Me: okay chef, ill just throw it then.
Him: keep it, we can use it for other purpose.

actually, i got no idea what on his mind is :/ and today again he just ruined my day. well after he saw my microsponges and meringue, he said its fine to garnish with all those thingy. but today, i put it as a garnish and he just yelled and swearing and made me upset like seriously. i was about to throw everything. well.. im trying to think out of the box in this case but it just useless. i hate him. i really wish hes gone soon!

okay forget bout him. today i just made my first trial for my competition. shit! my pure just such a disaster man! ugh next time i need to be faster and not really panic! everything became so misplace and dirty :( i hate this kind of attitude. i need to get rid of it! hopefully im gonna make it. and GOLD IS MINE! 

thats all for today. hmm Friday there will be a partyyy! well my 2nd party here :p ahahah i didnt publish how my 1st party went. cause it just bit... anticlimax i could say, he he he. But i had fun. lets see how thing will be happen this Friday.
speaking bout it, it makes me remember few guys that come into my life lately :( and it just makes me  confused and i dont know what should i do! my love life is always suck man! and i always have a bad romance with all the guys who come into my life. hmm.. ill let u know later in my other posts. 

alrighty, i need to take shower  and wash my hair. my hair just so tangled now -,- Goodnight good people :D



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