D+4.5

Why it has to be happen??? Why??? I really love him but hes mean 😭😭😭😭😭
I cant hold it anymore. Oh God, ive been crying for a day. And i dont knw when it will be end 😢😢😢😢 hes so mean to me! I wish i dont love him this much.
And im sitting at the park, crying over him. Ita cold outside none to hold. I miss him. I miss him so much 😢😢😢😢😢 but it just sad imagine him with someone now. Hold me the way he used to hold me, the way he talked to me, the way he kissed me and cuddled me everynighy. I dont want it 😭😭😭😭😢😢 i atill want to call him mine! He is mine! 😢😢😂 but hea gone.
And he doesnt knw how it hurts me. He probably move on and maybe he will go out with another girl. I cant do it anymore. 

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