Im on my break period with my boyfriend. Been few days but i cant help myself not to talk to him even i try not to talk just like how the break period supposed to be.
Well i never been in break period tbh. Most of the time i just end up the relationship cause i ddnt really care. But this time i just wanna to make it different. I love him so mhch and i dont wanna lose him.
Soo here i am in my break period. Its nt i take it cause i dnt want to be around him. Im dying to spend my day and my night with him. Even just to have movie nights or ordering the food or just cuddling with him. I take this decision to clear up my mind and think better bout everything.
Well itsnt our first time to fight, we fight alot. But this time just different. So many things just came in the same time so i choose to be alone and calm myself and try to make myself better for him.
I went to the runfie community, i went to the mall alone and j went to meet my bestfriend and chill with her and stayed up with her. It kinda calm myself and making me missing him more :( whenever i saw anycouple, i just wish that he was here standing next to me :( now hesnt here, i texted him but he rplied me so cold. Tbh, i felt like i lose him :( and i dnt want it happen.
Based on it, i was thinking bout my attitude toward him, how I supposed to do and act, all i was thinking was making myself better for him and ofcourse everyday i miss him more. And somehow i just love him more :( probably i used to him and when hes gone i regret it.
But itsnt for him. He thought that im so meanie by taking break period. For him it just doesn’t make sense how being alone can make me understand him, or makinh u think to be better person.
Sorry baby, but all i can say “everyone has itsown thingy that for them it works!” So this is how i make myself better and regret my mistake and i promise you, ill try harder this time to be the gf that u want.
And by this break period time.. injust cant stop thinking bout u and its true u r my susnshine, the only one who can make me smile :)
Behabek.
Well i never been in break period tbh. Most of the time i just end up the relationship cause i ddnt really care. But this time i just wanna to make it different. I love him so mhch and i dont wanna lose him.
Soo here i am in my break period. Its nt i take it cause i dnt want to be around him. Im dying to spend my day and my night with him. Even just to have movie nights or ordering the food or just cuddling with him. I take this decision to clear up my mind and think better bout everything.
Well itsnt our first time to fight, we fight alot. But this time just different. So many things just came in the same time so i choose to be alone and calm myself and try to make myself better for him.
I went to the runfie community, i went to the mall alone and j went to meet my bestfriend and chill with her and stayed up with her. It kinda calm myself and making me missing him more :( whenever i saw anycouple, i just wish that he was here standing next to me :( now hesnt here, i texted him but he rplied me so cold. Tbh, i felt like i lose him :( and i dnt want it happen.
Based on it, i was thinking bout my attitude toward him, how I supposed to do and act, all i was thinking was making myself better for him and ofcourse everyday i miss him more. And somehow i just love him more :( probably i used to him and when hes gone i regret it.
But itsnt for him. He thought that im so meanie by taking break period. For him it just doesn’t make sense how being alone can make me understand him, or makinh u think to be better person.
Sorry baby, but all i can say “everyone has itsown thingy that for them it works!” So this is how i make myself better and regret my mistake and i promise you, ill try harder this time to be the gf that u want.
And by this break period time.. injust cant stop thinking bout u and its true u r my susnshine, the only one who can make me smile :)
Behabek.
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