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This is not right 😔 i keep wishing he was still here and still mine. My first off without him after 7 months together. Its sad. And next week i got my extra off on Tuesday. I can take him to my restaurant and had romantic dinner if we were still together. But everything is different 😢
Utarry must strong even tho he is my weakness. And last night I dreamt bout him. We went to some kind of Indonesian event, we were together but somehow i lost him in the crowd. Even my dream telling me that hes gone forever and never come back to me. WAKE UP UTARY!!!
Mba tylla said, “never be with someone that choose u over someone and never ask someone who never wants to be with you” its right. He rejected me twice. I shouldnt hope that he will come back to me. Sooner or later i need to move one ya? ☹️
Ohya, ill get my new piercing by today! So excited but scared too. Ahh what if im fainted after i got the pierced??? And i need to dig into my coins collection to get 250fils wakakaka yes, i dnt have much cash. Something is weong with my nbk card. I wanted to withdraw 25 or 30 kd from there but it ddnt work :/ so i used my leisure money which 27kd left and i took 20 kd. Itsnt enough i remember i only have 4.25 kd wakakaka so need to find another 750fils.
Im planning to go to watch movie but i got no money already wakaka i use all my leisure money for this piercing and to get the thingy for my knee joints. I ran too much i guess. Uhuhu or it hurts cause im trying to run away frm my problems.
Anyway.. i just wish that i wont think bout him when i passed all the places that we used to go as a couple.
Im reading an indo book. The tittle is Tentang Kamu aka About You in english. Its written;
“Thankyou. The old proverb was right. I will not cry because something had ended. But i will smile because something had happened” ❤️❤️
Now i feel wise, and let him go. I just wish it will last forever so i will never ask him to come back with me. The love is still here but i need to face the reality.
Utarry must strong even tho he is my weakness. And last night I dreamt bout him. We went to some kind of Indonesian event, we were together but somehow i lost him in the crowd. Even my dream telling me that hes gone forever and never come back to me. WAKE UP UTARY!!!
Mba tylla said, “never be with someone that choose u over someone and never ask someone who never wants to be with you” its right. He rejected me twice. I shouldnt hope that he will come back to me. Sooner or later i need to move one ya? ☹️
Ohya, ill get my new piercing by today! So excited but scared too. Ahh what if im fainted after i got the pierced??? And i need to dig into my coins collection to get 250fils wakakaka yes, i dnt have much cash. Something is weong with my nbk card. I wanted to withdraw 25 or 30 kd from there but it ddnt work :/ so i used my leisure money which 27kd left and i took 20 kd. Itsnt enough i remember i only have 4.25 kd wakakaka so need to find another 750fils.
Im planning to go to watch movie but i got no money already wakaka i use all my leisure money for this piercing and to get the thingy for my knee joints. I ran too much i guess. Uhuhu or it hurts cause im trying to run away frm my problems.
Anyway.. i just wish that i wont think bout him when i passed all the places that we used to go as a couple.
Im reading an indo book. The tittle is Tentang Kamu aka About You in english. Its written;
“Thankyou. The old proverb was right. I will not cry because something had ended. But i will smile because something had happened” ❤️❤️
Now i feel wise, and let him go. I just wish it will last forever so i will never ask him to come back with me. The love is still here but i need to face the reality.
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